One year ago ~

One year ago I became Mrs. Steven Shaver ~ best decision I ever made was going to dinner with him 4yrs ago.  I love Steve beyond what any words could ever express. He is the perfect man for me. He lets me be me, but keeps me in check with I get to be "too much".  He treats me like a Queen and loves me endlessly. He understands my insane ways of doing things and thinking about things and just goes with it. God knew what he was doing when he brought us together. I truly don't feel I started to really live life until I met him. Steve has been making all my dreams come true since the day we met. He was a sweet boyfriend, an amazing fiance, a undertanding wonderful husband and soon to be an incrediable father.  What more in life could I ask for hin a partner.  He has become my best friend I don't know what I woud do without him. He knows everything about me and I know everything about him........he loves me so completely.  I pray that everyone feels that love and peace that I feel when Steve wraps his arms around me or kisses my lips. I want nothing but to make him happy and to feel loved for the rest of his life and that is what I plan to do till the day I leave this earth.

Thank you for giving me everything I wanted and everything I never knew I needed Steve ~ I love you.......Happy Anniversary Baby :)

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Somdays its hard to breathe I miss you so much ~ Today is one of those days.Knowing I'm going to have a baby soon ( a girl too) and you will never know her, hold her, kiss her, change her, LOVE her ~ it breaks my heart beyond repair. But she will know you ~ I will make sure of it ~ I love you and miss you Deb

9/11 ~ Remember

Today is a rough day for me and everyone else around the world. 10yrs ago I was awaken by my Grandmother screaming into the phone about the plane hitting the WTC. I turned on the news and was in shock and horror like everyone else. I had on CNN and I saw some of the more graphic images of my life. That day I watch a woman in a purple business suit jump from the 2nd tower moments after the 1st had collapsed. She hit the building 2x's before hitting the ground. I will never forget thinking how awful must it be in that building for her to think jumping was the best option for her. I was going crazy at home by myself. I wanted to go pick Justin up from school but they would net allow us to. I begged my Mother to come home, she works in downtown Buffalo in a high rise building. I just wanted everyone I loved with me so I could look at them and thank god they were still here. I will never forget that day or the many weeks that followed. I pray for all the parents who lost children, the husbands and wives that lost spouses, the children who lost parents, the brothers and sisters who lost sibilings and the thousands that lost friends!  " I dont always understand God, but I do always trust him"
Have a blessed sunday everyone.

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